[ self portrait / nixon parr sherman kruger / your gaze hits the side of my face ]  
	[ mirror / davila derrida genet hoskin ronell / a breath touches the side of a face ]

0		prelude : [ i am a body with organs ]  . . . . 

		and can i make this move beyond? and does there even exist such a thing? if not  can i invent one? 
		this is where the domination of language begins  at the frontiers of a beyond . . . .

		[ this subject submerges into the social realm of signs  this subject re [ surfaces in an aspect of the painting ]

1		[ a room breathes in this painting [ this painting breathes in a room ] ] there are two panels : [ one in colour one in black and
		white ] one in the style of the [ french ] poststructuralists and the other in the manner of the [ german ] phenomenologists. 
		[ or the ] . . . .
	
2		the lips  are painted [ lilac and ochre ] the lips are painted [ red and black ] ]  . . . . to the lips i [ t speaks
	   
3		[ [ [ [ [ these glands become lips ] ] ] ] ]
	
4		part of an ongoing [ on_going ] [ parts imparted [ parted and pale [impale [ inhale ] ] ] and i am limp
		this vase which is spilled [ these flowers wilting [ welts [ i [ t is welded [ i am melding ] ] ]
	
			[ [ [ [ [ this inviolate rose ] ] ] ] ]
	
		coming-and-going woven in a chain. what he tears  theatrically  in pieces in plays. for seams do not hold at any price. 
		to sew up a wound to fight to resew to be forced to sew to be kept from sewing. other italics between parentheses which awaits us
		further on [ . . . .i kept myself from learning to sew ] 
	
5		intake : i [ t is the exile in exhilaration [ i [ t is in the exile of an exhilaration [ diaphanous i [ t rises and falls [ diaphanous i [ t plunges
		in deeply . . . .  [ i [ t lunges [ towards a last breath ] ] ] ] ] and i [ t will fight  this sophisticate suck  [ or i [ t touches i [ t sucks ] [ i [ t
		introduces i [ ts self [ [ hola ] ] [ and i [ t would like to like lightning lying dead lining [lying on the floor[pressingin[prrsng-n[prrsn[-a
		prison a person ] ] ] ] ]
	
		within myself 											 													[ this total presence ]